Here's to you

Here's to you and your bar. To your long list of broken promises. To your games and fancy words. To holding my hand in the car. To our first kiss. To your last. To the first year still feeling like the first night. To your 3 years.

I hope I one day get over this...

Here's to you.



To you,

Sorry if I jumped off that car. I promise I wouldn't but I did. Another one in the long list of promises that i failed to keep. Although every night and waking moment i pray for that ride again, I don't think you will ever let me in. But just know that i am terribly sorry. More for hurting you with the jump than the jump itself. I'll take all these bruises with me. I cant help but feel bad for the others that will come after you because this i know with certainty: they will always always fall short. You did not set the bar too high. You are the bar.

With much love for always,

The one who blew it.